I lied

I officially started today rather than on Monday. I was still in Christmas mode. Plus, Monday night was the Saints game and I couldn't help but drink more beer than I should have. I really, really, really want to cut out drinking. It is so difficult because I go out a lot so I think I'm going to try and stick to one night a week. I plan on buying a bottle of red wine and a 6-pack of Budlight Select 55 for New Years Eve and I'll probably end up drinking it all. I'm kind of stressing out about NYE. After my utilities and rent go through, I will be left with $55.00 until next Friday. Part of me knows I shouldn't spend any of that on clothes but what the heck am I going to do? I will make myself by something from either Forever 21 or Target so it will be less than $30 and then I'll have about $20 left over for emergency expenses. I hate being in college and broke. Friday I have plans with J to go to a wedding. Thankfully my mom shares my pain and decided to buy me an outfit. I was completely miserable as I shopped but I finally settled on a black, tweed, pencil skirt that's really cute (size 14, grr), a gray camisole (med.) and a black, ruffled cardigan (med.) all from Ann Taylor. I plan on wearing grey wedges and I would like to be able to buy a necklace or something to go with it. I feel better about the wedding even though I feel so grose and fat due to the holidays and not paying much attention to what I ate/drank. J is so sweet though. He likes me for me and unfortunately that still does not help soothe my nerves. I'm going to do Insanity tonight and am a little intimidated but I'll be by myself so who cares if I look rediculous.